The Ring That Binds My Soul

I do not want to marry you

Please stop asking me

The ring that binds my soul

I’m a free spirit

Do you know how many times I’ve been married?

Do you know how many times I’ve given birth?

Do you know how many times I’ve been a man?

Do you know how many lives I’ve had?

Do you know how many animals I’ve been?

Thousands of times

Do you know what a sacrifice it was to come back for this life?

Do you know that I didn’t want to come back down

I knew there was work to do

There are loads of us here

We all come back for each other

And all your stars who you think have died

Yes they were up there for

A while

But most of them have come back through

Born ready

I won’t tell you who

But I will recognise them

Please listen to your babies

When they are children

Because I have a feeling

Most of them will remember

Their past lives

There are a few who are

Staying in heaven

Like Amy and Whitney

And I’m happy that they’re

Still up there

Robin Williams

I see him in my mind’s eye

Smiling

Yes I am a medium

And no it is not just

Famous people

I do readings a lot at the

Moment

For my lodgers

They’re from India

Their grandparents

Over the rainbow 🌈

I find them

I can see their childhoods

I can see their saris, the colours

The medication is poison

It takes away my gifts

Now that I’m on less meds

37mg of Latuda/Lurasidone

And Metformin for food cravings and appetite

Who creates a medication like that?

Do you know what Olanzapine did to me?

It created raw red scars

Stretch marks all over my

Body

On my boobs, on my hips

On the inside of my legs

On my arms

They are no longer raw red

They have faded

But the scars are still there

Do you really think medication should be forced on anyone?

Pinned down by five people

Some of whom I had never seen before

Ian, that metal chained bracelet around your left wrist

Holding me down with the other nurses

Pulling my trousers down

Lying on my flat stomach

My body

Primum Non Nocere

The Hippocratic Oath

Really?

Interesting

For you are NOT doctors

You know who you are

I was there voluntarily

You broke the law

I will keep repeating myself

UNTIL YOU GET IT

Ian died of cancer

Andy, the warden told me

I said, ‘Good’

Because that was his karma

He asked me to forgive him from the other side

So I did

He was just doing his job

But the system has failed

Us

Margaret Thatcher

The Mental Health Act

Why are people mentally ill?

Why is there a mental health crisis?

I know exactly why

I have only read eight pages of

Sedated How Modern Capitalism Created Our Mental Health Crisis

By James Davies

Thank God for James

The sickness is in society

The sickness is in capitalism

The sickness is in corporate

GREED

Yes, it is a deadly sin

For a reason

Have I sinned?

Absolutely

My family were having a discussion on holiday in Portugal

About the seven deadly sins

My family are truly sacred

We were discussing which deadly sins we felt we had either related to or felt or carried out

I said I’ve been through every single one of them

And my brother looked at me, Will and he agreed

I have been through every seven deadly sins

So yes I have sinned

That is why I need confession

That is why I write

That is why I cry

That is why I pray

I’ve cried so much this morning

So much

I felt his energy

I felt his love

But it is his

It is not mine

Why do I feel and sense so much

I wouldn’t want it any other way

I love my gifts

As my father wrote in his song:

‘Al loves, she laughs and cries’

It is so true

He knows me so well

What a song

What a voice

Male impotence

PSSD

NO, IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT

No, you do not deserve to be

Impotent

No, you did not deserve your

PSSD

Doctors

PLEASE

LISTEN TO ME

Study Hippocrates

We have known this for

Millennia

Study the gut

The second brain

The medication damages the gut

It is NOT medicine

Medicine does not have side effects

‘One man’s food is another man’s poison’

Treat the individual

Not the collective

We are not all supposed to be vegans

Please respect that

But yes, please stop eating so much beef

Because the trees are being cut down in the Amazon

For cattle

And there is this tribe

In the Amazon

Which we truly need

Please trust me on this one

We need the tribes

We can learn so much from tribal wisdom

And the way they live

They know the plants

The blue butterfly 🦋

They know the waters

The skies, the stars, the universe

If we wipe them out

We’re history

Trust me

We’ll become extinct

I know Mother Nature

I know her ruthless side

I love her

I respect her

Please STOP medicating your patients

It is the devil’s work at best

It is a trillion dollar industry

Fine, sedate them, help them sleep if need be

PRIMUM NON NOCERE