You don’t wanna know
But you’ll always be
His girl
When you hit her
And it felt like a kiss
Was it pure bliss?
Because you didn’t hit him
So baby, you don’t win
BPD riddled in me
Fuckin’ around
With every boy in town
Pump me full of drugs
I can see the light in
Heaven
Even though I’ve
Surrounded myself with mugs
Throwin’ up the nourishment
The torment of your punishment
He loves you
Wrote a song about you
In capital letters
The way he does
Fragmented particles
Eyes fluttering
Butterfly spirit lives
Pacified patience
Scattered souls
Drifting like wood
In lonely oceans
Trust obliterated
By a self destructive force
To push you as far as oblivion
So you would want nothing
To do with me
To never see me
I would create that
Scenes of carnage
As love unfolds
And the fear created
In those veins
From a brain
Channelling another universe
Of sound
None of this was necessary
Obsession is an understatement
Which would never have
Happened
If I saw you
Chilled
Cool
Easy
Freedom
I see them
The people I fall for
My first love
My second love
They’re my friends
It’s easier, better
But they’re nothing like you
I guess I’ve never done anything like this before
You think you know
Me
That isn’t me
That is a manifestation
Of someone broken
Due to lack of connection
Starved of the energy
I need to keep going
Safety
You wouldn’t even understand
How dangerous it’s been
How scary it can get
Fear me?
Fear my words?
You wouldn’t if you knew me
If you were my friend
You might come to understand
Who I am
Not the person you think I am
‘Keep her at bay’
‘How do you deal with rejection?’
Boy, you do like to test us
But I don’t blame you
With that mind of yours
Look up to the wisdom of
The giraffe
She might make you laugh
Tiny Alice
Bouncing around
Through the letterbox
And down to the sea
Feel nothing for her
Good
Don’t you see how safe that is
For me
Ravished by the flames of desire
With a schism of a vicious tone
Calling me in 2017
With no idea of what had happened
Or where I’d been
Only your song and your life
The thought ‘she’ll love it’
Which I did
But the switch in your head
And the bitch in your bed
Lead you to tangle your own web
The mess on their plates
The weapons at the gates
Tearing through the flesh
The slap that feels like a kiss
Makes me understand the porn
You watch
I set the stage on fire
Tears keep pouring from my eyes
Because he loves me like a waterfall
Not you
You just want to be left alone
So I watch your life in slow motion
Grumpy old man
Who once had a plan
The dream
You make me wanna scream
The frustration of every word
Every reverb in these hospital corridors
But what was the point?
I think we’ve all forgotten
I’ve forgiven all of you
And myself
You still have a lot of work to do
When we don’t see each other
What is the point in life?
Honestly, truthfully
What is the fucking point?
All the thoughts
All their messages
All the decisions
All the reasons
You regret them all when you’re 72
But there we are
It’s just one of your fates
I told you to hate me
I can see you beating me up
In my visions
Leave you alone
But Will, he never will
Reach out to me
Why would the Knight of Swords
The fake and the liar
Want to face the truth
The beauty of youth
Leave it all in the past
Boy, she’s too fast
Slow as a snail
Magic luminous trail
Dancing and singing every word
Lost in dimensions
And different verbs
I’m being set free tomorrow
‘Her’
I think that’s how they refer to me
Why are you so obsessed with linear time?
Have you forgotten you’re already
Dead
The energy of lateral time
Might be what you’re looking for
It’ll bring the rain
So many scripts
So much editing
The trailers
But I am obsessed with the scores
The flaws
The laws
The doors
Every string
Every note
Perfectionistic
Across America
There is a lot going on
The global film industry
The Pentagon
The White House
Sensei
Every blade of grass
Palace secrets
Tibetan Time
I will never reveal
The whole truth
As some wisdom
Should remain with the stars
Teeth shattering
Ice all around me
Lips are blue
Toes are black
Survival
What a life
For yes I have frozen to death
Ate human
Eat me
What we do to survive
Frozen to the core
Eskimos
What millennia are we in?
The Ice Age
Lateral Time
2024
Why is my nickname PALICE?
For we need ICE
I can feel the ice caps melting
I can feel the earthquakes
I can feel the hurricanes
I can feel the tornadoes
I can feel the tsunamis
The Empress
My tarot
On my birthday
30th September 1983
In The Secret Language of Birthdays
Earth Goddess
Constantly trying to get the currents in the ocean to move again
Temperatures rising
Every time zone
Alone
In the killer whales
Telling me what’s going on
The Polar Bears
Stare
Alice
Mary
Palau
Stare
Your truthful glare
There
In the Amazon
Cutting down our trees
Our medicine
Our lungs
For what?
Soya
Cattle
Money
I will remind you what the chief said:
‘Only when the last tree has died and the last river has been poisoned and the last fish has been caught will we realise that we cannot eat money’
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