Abilify

Therefore I could not cry

I wouldn’t have slept with

Any of you

If I wasn’t on Abilify

Oh the lie

The impulsivity

And

The promiscuity

Imagine

The damage done

It does not mean

I do not love or

Care for those people

But I know

The way I felt

And I know myself

So you can imagine

The carnage

That unfolded

From those pills

Not just the gambling

Debt

But the way it changed

My brain

Trying to heal all the

Mess

Confess

Is it my fault?

Can I blame

A prescription medication?

There’s a piece

I’m planning to write

Global Medication Nation

So, if I am one girl

A single statistic

Multiply that by a

Billion

Sit with it

The blood on their

Hands

The inability to heal

Myself

And others

For 23 years

On this grail

Did I really go through it

All for a reason

Boy, the healing

People need

3 billion

Thirsty

Starving

Bleeding

Medicine

Shelter

Frankly, I think you’ve

Wasted my time

For all of your sins

Burn the rubbish

In the bins

All of the waterfalls

Of sound

A clarity in my mind

I have finally found

Been allowed for once

Why don’t they

Leave me alone?

Why did they touch

Me?

In the first place

All I needed

Was some sleep

Every word

And

Every creep

Barefoot

Just like I’m supposed

To be

Zen

Tranquility

Happy

And

Free

Sing

Let their music heal

You

Guide you

And let your body

Move

To the groove

Bless the ones

Who deserve blessings

Turn the other cheek

When you need to

Support their art

And grow The Dream

Team

Create your magic…Palice

And it’ll be far from

Tragic

Black star

There’s a strength in you

Fire rainbow energy

And all things new

Power to the people

Just keep it true