I’m in a predicament
About my current situation
Ninth admission
And we know why
Take the poison
And lose my ability to heal
Again
Myself
And others
Damage to my memory
My gut
My muscles
Tribunal?
So many patients have died
So much permanent damage
And permanent deformity
I’m thinking of Sinead O’Connor
I’m thinking of Britney Spears
I’m thinking of every single one
Of you
There are other ways to treat
People
There are other ways to heal
People
Unconditional love
Therapy
Healing
Cuddles
Anything
But this


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