Little River

19 Nov

I love you more than you’ll ever know

Your little hands

Protecting you

as you grow

Such beautiful genes

And your love of music

Special soul

But really it’s your spirit

I miss

It would be a dream

To meet you one day

And give you

A little cuddle

Hopefully

Protected from the limelight

You may not want to act

And I would

Understand why

The fear of fame

From your past life

But boy

You’re so talented

So rare

So unique

So true

You’ll probably be

A vegan

Like the rest of

Your precious family

That waterfall spirit

All the tears

Through all these years

You might think

I’m crazy

Hazy

Lazy

But I just wanna make Daisy

Chains with you

In the sun

Play

Stay

Looking at your little

Palms

It’s a better life line

Thank God

And all the Gods

And Goddesses

We will always

Protect you

Watch over you

Your guardian angels

Your spirit guides

Love

That could fill

An infinite

Amount of

Universes

All the planets

And stars

And galaxies

We’re all worth it

Little one

Anything to make you

Happy

Feel free

There’s a golden

Phoenix

In you

A magic

Supernatural

Star

Why do I always

Feel

So connected to

You

Twin soul

I’ve seen

All your combinations

All your past lives

Your parallel lives

And future lives

The world is truly

Blessed

That you are

Here

You came back

For love

For life

Hopefully

No strife

Spread your wings

And practise

Your instruments

Listen to your

Stories

At bed time

And you will

Write

Probably

Never fight

Your love

For animals

Shines through

With you

Little one

It’s too true

You’re sacred

‘Run to the rescue

With love

And

Peace

Will follow’

Bless you

Heal

Feel

Deal

Meal

Never

Steal

Be real

I would happily

Give you

All my gifts

Just to see

You

Strive

And

Thrive

Into Oblivion

18 Nov

So I gave it to him straight

No bullshit

Scored the goal of the decade

I’ve blasted you into oblivion

I’ve been meaning to write this

With the schisms

The prisms

The love

And the loss

Fatal attraction

Like Matrix Resurrections

That force

And that power

To blast you

Into another universe

You think I ‘sound like a lunatic’

I have insanity

And sanity

I need both

The tools to write

To sing

To perform

Shake me

Break me

You make me

Powerful

And I’m done

Do one

As your ex would say

Leave me to pray

I have peace of mind

Isn’t it hard to find

The truth

Of your youth

When you were born ready

But you come to realise

What you need to do

Let it materialise

Into performance

Masterpieces

Unfolding

Poems

To songs

Hands to piano

I have a mighty plan

Like Eminem’s Stan

To be brave

Soldier this process

Make people laugh

And entertain you

Refrain from you

Because you are

Your own worst enemy

You burn your bridges

You’ll never learn

Narcissistic traits

I see all your fates

The rates

And your mental states

Maybe I am a psychic

Maybe I do score a hat trick

Maverick

Mentally strong

Dude

You fucked it

Yet again

So I blast you into oblivion

I’ll make a million

Watch me do it

Fall to your knees

And surrender

This holy grail

I’m afraid

You fail

Hell?

Only time will tell

You’ve been a strain

On my brain

The pain

In the rain

I’d like to entertain the little ones

I’ve written two songs for them

And children’s books

I’m so proud of my work

But mainly my relationships

Because like I said in my speech

Community is really

What it’s all about

I love you all

I hope I see you

When I’m on stage

I’ve walked free

From my cage

With all the animals

And new species coming about

Can’t wait to show you

What I’ve done

I’ve decided not

To become a nun

Because I want to break boundaries

More than Madonna

Be my lucky star

I’ve travelled far

And with you in the crowd

I promise I’ll make you

Proud

Obsession

16 Nov

Can you handle

8.1 billion people?

Simultaneously

The orchestra of life

I remember and can see

My hands

Writing music

The treble clef

The five lines

The bass clef

Five lines

The notes

With my quill

Sometimes pencil

Once a harp player

Violinist

Often a pianist

Staring at the Monet

For five hours

In Bluebell ward

Where are my paints?

Where are my paints?

I have an obsession

With my hands

Where they go

What they sense

Their pace

Their communication

Their gifts

So you were obsessed with me

You were addicted to me

You were infatuated with me

You loved me

I’m used to it

I can handle it

I was born to deal with it

One guy engraved my name

Onto his arm

At prep school

Fame

What a game

The La di da romance

Maybe you’re a star

But I’ll be your super power

In your billionth hour

We need the supernaturals

We need the rarest phenomenons

We need the radicals

I was born ready

I can handle the death

I can handle the displacement

I can handle the suffering

I can see the fire

I can see the floods

I can feel the earthquakes

I can feel the tsunamis

I am the lightening

I am the hurricane

Mother Earth

Tantric Goddess

Oh Lord, what a mess

If I never speak to you again

That’s ok

If I never see you again

That’s ok

You know it matters to me

Don’t you see how important

Your decisions are?

The path you choose

That way

That woman

Another way

Your son

It’s really up to you

I just want you to be free

Provide anything you need

But you are not the only one

I have a zillion animals

On my mind

We only needed the rare

Combination of your energy

And mine

For something in the future

You may never believe me

It isn’t my madness

It’s just something that happens

Back to the future

Sometimes you have to go back

To go forward

I promise I’ll warn you

Have no fear

It’s pretty crystal clear

Why we need you

Step aside human

Like a comet

Cascading rainbow frets

Only an electric guitar

Could produce

Rockit speed

These days

I’m not even quicker

Than light

I’m already there

Quantum

Refraction

Communicating with aliens

Of the fifth kind

Mainly in the fifth

Dimension of time

Close your eyes

There you will find

The answers

I’m a free spirit

You will never pin me

Down

You will never see me

Frown

You will never understand

The clown

In me

In you

The joker

Of Leaf

My hidden sheath

Of metal

I have an obsession

With music

I am in awe of

Dancers

I only admire you

Look up the definitions

And humble yourself

Your ego and your id

Yes believe in yourself

And love yourself unconditionally

But realise

I am focusing on everything

Mainly this planet’s future

And Freddie’s youth

My gift’s proof

The Luckiest Girl in the World

14 Nov

You might think she lives in a palace

But actually she’s just Alice

She doesn’t have any malice

And funnily enough neither a falice

Palice is her knickname

She loves to play games

But not the relationship kind

She likes to play hockey

She’ll never be a jockey

She can be a little crazy

Sometimes she can be lazy

She’s a dreamer, a bit hazy

She doesn’t have a friend called Daisy

She lives in Wandsworth Town

She hardly ever wears a frown

Loves children and words

Always fascinated by the bees and the birds

Al Pal used to read stories to the little ones

At boarding school

She’s pretty bright, no fool

There’s a magic to Ali

It’s not always about being cool

She’ll find you wherever you are

For all you know

You could be her lucky star

She travels and walks

Loves her family and friends

Her stories never end

So you might wonder why

She’s the luckiest girl in the world

It’s not about materialism or money

It’s more about love and happiness

She loves anything that’s funny

She has a boyfriend who has a cat

He calls her Ali the Pookle

She wrote a children’s book about it

Imagine that

She flies and dreams

Remembers dancing

And balancing on the beam

One day you might see her on stage

Because she’s no longer trapped in a cage

The Zillionaires

14 Nov

Don’t forget about the whales

Don’t forget about the snails

Don’t forget about the apes

Don’t forget about the trails

Don’t forget about the dinosaurs

Don’t forget about the unicorns

Don’t forget about the dragons

Don’t forget about the fairies

Don’t forget about the water

Don’t forget about the Earth

Don’t forget about the air

Don’t forget about the fire

Don’t forget about the elements

Don’t forget about the metal

Don’t forget about the stones

Don’t forget about the plants

Don’t forget about the giraffes

Don’t forget about the laughs

Don’t forget about the ants

Don’t forget about the pants

Don’t forget about the cotton

Don’t forget about the preachers

Don’t forget about the words

Don’t forget about the thoughts

Don’t forget about the healers

Don’t forget about the love

Don’t forget about the medicine

Don’t forget about the light

Don’t forget about the stars

Don’t forget about Mars

Don’t forget about the galaxies

Don’t forget about the universes

Don’t forget about trees

Don’t forget about the birds

Don’t forget about the butterflies

Don’t forget about the bees

Don’t forget about the rain

Don’t forget about the pain

Don’t forget about the lightening

Don’t forget about the oceans

Don’t forget about the artists

Don’t forget about the poets

Don’t forget about the musicians

Don’t forget about the writers

Don’t forget about the deaf

Don’t forget about the blind

Don’t forget about the dumb

Don’t forget about the disabled

Don’t forget about your hands

Don’t forget about your feet

Don’t forget about your finger tips

Don’t forget about your lips

We can forget about the trillionaires

We can forget about the billionaires

We can forget about the oil

We can forget about the plastic

For we are the zillionaires

The squillionaires

The millionaires

The grains of sand

We have a mighty plan

Brake me, it’ll make me

13 Nov

You can win if you want to

I don’t wanna play your game

You can run if you want to

I don’t wanna hear your name

You can dream if you want to

Everything will be revealed to you

You can cry if you want to

Who do you want to catch your tears?

You can hold me if you need to

I’ll always be there for you

Little Hands and Little Feet

12 Nov

Little hands

Placed in mine

Always thinking

If you’ll be fine

Little feet

I pretend to eat

While changing your nappy

Just to make you happy

Little tears

And little fears

Comforting cuddles

Jumping in puddles

Crossing roads

Amazed by toads

Looking at all the animals

On the wall

Catching you

When you’re about to fall

Playing your favourite game

Wrapping up warm

Running in from the rain

All the wonder

And all the joy

All the learning

Your new favourite toy

Little hands and little feet

Running

Jumping

Dancing

Scooting

Swirling round and around

With music in the air

Little hands and little feet

You make my heart go

Beat beat beat

Mirror

11 Nov

A reflection that

Echoes for centuries

A glimmer

Of introspection

That shatters

All illusion

To fragmented

Particles

Of youth

Pure truth

Of propheticism

And brutality

Being strangled

Aged six

Beaten up

With blood pouring

From my nose

Drenching my pink

T-shirt

The delicate air

Deflated from my bicycle tyres

By these broken teenagers

Two Girls

Bruised more than me

The fear I’d never felt

Longing for my mother’s

Cuddles

Alone

The trauma

Of the abuse

Under that weeping

Willow tree

People are going through

So much at the moment

Their pain and struggles

I feel it in my fragile

Core

Yet the tribal strength

That Phoenix

Brings from the ashes

Of naked torment

With her golden

Feathers

And a wing span

That covers

A galactic universe

Caught in the lightning

Screaming at the

Tectonic plates

To remain calm

When their fury

Has me thinking

About 2024

Serenity

Safety

Solace

Synchronicity

Selfless

Stability

Sanctuary

Significance

Serendipitous

Solipsism

Surrender

To your mind, naked flesh

And blood

To flourish

Free their souls

And ‘run to the rescue

With love’

Solitary Confinement

5 Nov

I can smell the concrete

The baron cold

The windowless cell

The fear beneath my feet

The enveloping darkness

The harshest rations

The metal bars

To where freedom reigns

The madness of solitude

The desperation of thirst

Quenches my cracked lips

Pacing

Always pacing

Counting

The never ending numbers

Crouching on the floor

With my head between my knees

The years

So long ago

The torture and blood

Skinny to the bone

I often think about people

In solitary confinement

And visit them

My spirit is everywhere

Forests’ bare

Setting alight with rage

Dreaming of rain

To nourish the earth

When it’s cracked

And breached

And broken

Caress the air

Fly free

You wonder

Why freedom

Is so important to me

You won’t appreciate it

Until it’s taken away

Crimson sunset

Hands that heal

Innocents jailed

For millennia

The suffering is worse

Than death

I don’t blame them

For taking crystal meth

In another universe

These aliens have a certain language

The way they move their hands

You can communicate

With everything

Technology beyond your imagination

Capabilities beyond recognition

Lie still

Peace

Zen

Solitude

Confinement

Breathe

And as the seconds feel like hours

Take haste

Escape

In your land of dreams

Dimensions expand

No space and

No time

Illusive dance

My magic trance

INSIDE YOU

22 Oct

Travelling through

Your healing hands

A glistening light

Tantric delight

So I’m aware

Of how to method act

But really the temptation

Is to pass through you

Beautifully true

The Lord’s Prayer

‘Forgive us our trespasses

As we forgive those who trespass against us’

I know I shouldn’t do it

But being inside you

Is pure heaven

Those veins

That skin

Those scars

That sin

Your stomach

Your heart

Your mind

Sublime to find

I wanna pass through you

Hydrate you

When water touches my lips

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