When Narcissus Metamorphosised into EROS

15 Jun

The beauty in you

The way you kiss your

Reflection in the water

We all fell in love

It’s true

But from the Grecian

Ocean blue

Water

Aphrodite could see

So much more

He’s the God of love

Healing all of us

Everyone just wishes to

Make love

Instead of eating all

That sweet toothed grub

So I lay down

On the white sheets

Of Dover

Ireland

It’s your four leafed

Clover 🍀 

What a hunky chunky 

Almond

That guy is

I must be so careful

And sensitive

To absolutely everything

You do and give

All of your beautiful

Amazing ideas

I just wish you knew 

Where to live

What a friendship

What a soul

The way that you heal

Me in all ways

It makes me feel completely 

Whole

Little Star

15 Jun

Listening to you all

Especially the little ones

Aware of conception dates

And all the morning after pill hates

Now what do The Radicals 

Do?

About each and every one

Of you?

I wanna remind them

What’s ok and

What’s not

From the age of

God knows

Dot

We need to bring these

Landlines back (metal)

RSPCA (The Fanimals)

NSPCC (The Radicals)

If you could hear

And witness what you

Do not see

Not acting

But The Truth

All their little anxieties

It is way more prevalent

I’m afraid

Than all of the birds and

The bees

Some are safe

And well looked after

But the amount of

Neglect

Please reflect

And do not turn a blind

Eye

Just ask me

Or them

Why we cry

Madonna and child

My young man

15 Jun

What a father, what a day

So let us kneel down and

Pray

Oh dear Pup, how you have

Always been there for me

With that voice of yours

Snoring your head off but

You know my cause

The way you sang for me

At my 40th

I will never forget

Lest we forget our differences

I do fancy a bet

To all the father’s out

There

We know you care in some

Way

With all that love flying

Through the air

Now to the others

Maybe it was violation

Masturbation, hesitation

Buddhism, levitation or

Pure dedication

Maybe they left you pre

Birth

And you’ve never met

Maybe you don’t wanna 

Find them

Feel they don’t love you

Or deserve

I will never forget

About each and every one 

Of you

All the little ones

And big ones too

Even Spacey

I know his one

Moo

I think I love each and

Every one of you

Including Danny

Look what happened when

You were two

Asked me to marry you

At six

Brought that dream alive

I learnt about love, sex,

A spiritual, energetic, healing

Fix

I’m gonna build a fire

And not buy a twix

Protein first

Not that sugar mix

For I don’t want diabetes 

Type two

Those who know me well

I bloody hate the zoo

Gonna kick off

Throw my toys out the

Pram

Eradicate medication

From the dictionary

Boy, do I have a plan

No future and no purpose

I thought you knew me

Fairly well

I guess only time will

Tell

Listening to The Stones

Thinking of getting rid of

The thrones

If you knew my determination

To make all of your 

Dreams come true

The answer’s in the

Fermentation

Please, to me

Just stay true

I never wanna put you in

A muddle

So come on guys

I’ll give you an Ali Pali 

Cuddle

That boy is DYNAMO

13 Jun

Dynamite 🧨 

Just watch that supernatural

Boy take flight

Take the gravity away

The way we pray

No hesitation

In that levitation

In front of Jesus

In Rio de Janeiro

Holy land

Climbing the mountain

Where it is placed

Haste

And taste

The state of your gut

Mine’s in a state

We can heal you

Rainbow 🌈 Prophecy Warriors

And me too

Trumpet boy

There’s just something

About the metal element

In that instrument of his

The healing hands

And it’s perfect billy

That metal willy

I know it sounds funny

Knowing each and every one

Of you

To mathematical astronomical

Perfection

Ren, look at your reflection

Through the looking glass

The farce of no class

What an absolute blast

I cannot do this without

You

You know who you all are

Hand writing’s a mess

Try the graphologists

Bless

The magic 🪄 rarest gifts

Dynamo

How can I get you to fly?

Boy, I try

But they’re not listening

To me

If they were

Look where we’d be

He probably would marry me!

The way you love

8 Jun

You were simply sent from up above

The radicals have red eyes

And fire in their eyes

Like volcanoes in the skies

Never ever mess with us

That’s why I’ll always need Russ

What a supernatural 

What a guy

What an idea

Let’s make that one fly

Abuse

Use

Profuse

Loose

People telling you what to do

Control

Foal

Every god damn goal

Words, deeds, mannerisms

Daniel Day Lewis

Method actors

Peoples’ gifts

Bring on the festivals and gigs

‘Finkin’ about fings’

And what that brings

I’m not that good at chess

I confess

And do you know why that’s important

Don’t worry about it too much

It’s comedy gold

You certainly made it an interesting

Story 

In all your glory

Those electric ⚡️ healing hands

Body like that

I can feel it in my bones

Every instrument he owns

Why do I write about you

And what you do

It’s a kind of magic

And I promise it won’t be tragic

All the bullshit

‘Raging Bull’

Like Di Nero

Leo’s on board

What a manager 

God I love her

Every plan, characteristic 

C’est fantastique

Energy fire rainbow

Lightning, be bold

Fables and stories

We’ll never grow 

Old

Now what would you do?

If it took 300 years

It could take a really long time

But you know what

I’m pretty sure we’ll all be fine

Considering what I’ve written

Neil Young making it come true

It must feel pretty good being you

There’s so much love and beauty in the air

My Fair Lady

Let’s make it fair

What an actress

What a child star

Rock Goddess

You’ve got such beautiful hands

And nails

Bless

We forgive you for all you do

Let’s just have fun

Bring in the crowds

Whether we’re miles apart

Just make beautiful art

I love the way your voice sounds

Channeling a super star like that

Vain

The beauty of your mane

I’m so glad you were brought to my 

Attention

Knew I’d listen to it one day

And I’d wanna know who that was

So subtlety’s not my strong point

I’ve gotta think about that

I do love my secret life

With absolutely no strife

Feel like I’m getting younger

Every day

Wanna be fertile forever

And just play

Change the future

For the little ones

There will be no more guns

All the damage dones 

They’ve been trying to stress me out

Don’t you fucking dare pin me down

I’m refusing my meds

Please do bring in the feds

No more games

But I’m gonna preach and teach

Remember God’s lessons 

And my words

The magic and mysticism 

Of the birds

Immaculate conceptions

Do exist

They might be bringing 

About animals

Like a magic trick

To be honest I don’t think you’re a 

Prick

You were doing your very best

In every single way

I blame the medication

Global Nation

I did not have a bloody 

Clue

Lost all my gifts

But at least I can say

Phew

Take a deep breath of fresh air

I will show you my flair

We seem to work in a different 

Way 

I do my work in person

Not via technology 

So let us pray

Seeing people in person

Is vital to me

Otherwise everyone’s just staring

Down phones

And that’ll leave people

All on their own

I feel like when I look at my 

Phone

Or laptop

They’re in a different 

Universe

Do you know what I mean?

Some people would say that I stalk

I know which one, baby hawk

There’s a code to Mother Nature

Fibonacci sequence

Spider’s Webb

Born on 8th February

Precognition

Be careful of their privacy

Palice 

And show them no malice

I know you want your story 

Told

My brother did say to not mention

Their names

But I’m a publicist

So that’ll be their fames

It exists for a reason

I know who and which one

I could practice being a very special nun

Probably been one before

Currently watching the footie

Portugal vs Spain

2 all is the score

It’s written in the water 

And rain

The power of my brain

But it’s the way you think

It’s really got me on the brink

English people read 

Left to right

In Japanese

We read top to bottom

So our brains

Work in a slightly

Different way

The way the language 

Comes about 

From rocks, plants, soil and sea

Bring back the live

Shows

Liam knows

Fuck the phones

Let’s put them down

Leave it to the film makers

No, we’re not fakers

I always got the tarot 

The star

Infinity above her head

Queen Palice

Where is my falice?

Dehydration

It took me a while to

To find my chalice

My music videos are so

Impressive

What the fuck are you all

Waiting for?

Focusing on yourselves

Bring in someone else

And focus on them

Interchangeable realities

What a tranquil zen

I do like the football

And all the sport

Everything we were taught

From the day naught

Wipe the slate clean

Johnny Rotten

Sex Pistols

Windowlene

Some people say I’m crazy

Lazy, a little bit hazy

But a girl’s gotta dream

And I love lunatics and nutters

All the nut butters

I really wanna do comedy

Like Ab Fab

It just cracked me up

The way she fell out

The cab

I wanna meat Posh ‘n’ Becks

Chat about mixed leagues

I wanna know how long he practised

Those free kicks

It’s just the way Nike ticks

I love his perfectionism

The way he lines it up

It’s like he knows 

Every angle

In that body of his

What a sexy blood

Golden balls

Join the dream team

Love Supreme

Give Jake G a bell

Only time will tell

I do wanna act with him

But mainly I just wanna be

In his trailer

I wanna jump that body

Work with Brad Pitt

It’s been a long time coming

And I don’t even have an agent

Where is my team?

Madonna, Britney and Christina

Might help

You’ve got the skills that

I really need

Promise I’ll lead and feed

Bring the global team together

Boyo it’ll be so god damn 

Clever

I could just do it forever 

‘DON’T GIVE UP, DON’T GIVE IN’

8 Jun

What a powerful piece of art 💫

This is the play I was meant to be at the night I was brought into Rose Ward, Springfield, Tooting, under a section 2. Ask the Police and my brother, there really were no grounds to section me at the assessment. It was like the decision was made before the assessment took place. Then trying to escape to make the play the following night, devastating occurrences occurred which some know and some never will for vital reasons. Then I did manage to escape (trying to find a safe house) but due to one of my best friend’s husband being brainwashed by my ex’s stubborn thinking I needed the ‘middle ground’ of a little bit of medication and that I was ‘not well’ (despite him going off speaking with my mother and not speaking or seeing me), people were called when I specifically asked for no one to be told especially my ex. The consequences brought me back to Rose ward being driven in the ‘cage’ for 2 hours. A totally unnecessary stressful day for all involved. It did not have to be like that and I could have easily stayed in a premier inn nearby. It was eventually a tragic day after one hell of an escape and journey to get there (the Kent coast). I still need to apologise to my friend who ended up in tears trying to help me. Then I managed to escape again, this time a 9ft fence (please don’t ask me how as I might have to do it again one day). Alice Bond is her own weapon! No phone, no cards. My mother didn’t return my key box code to the code I said it needs to be or leave my set of keys in there which is for certain people should they need to get into my flat for whatever reason. The code is known and based on trust. Rainbow 🌈 Prophecy Warriors, Gods, Angels and Spirits protect my flat hence why you can’t see them but trust us they are powerful so I wouldn’t mess with it if I were you. Ask people who have! So I wasn’t sure who or where to go for a safe house so I went to a vulnerable person’s purely because I didn’t know my friends’ addresses off by heart. (I am going to arrange a safe house with a friend and write down their address so I have this for the future but obviously technology can always pick up my voice even if I don’t have my traceable/trackable devices on me). So I got to his home. Tooting to Camberwell via Wandsworth walking. He was in a fairly fragile state, often is but he was so kind buying me tobacco which isn’t cheap, lending me his boxers as I was menstruating and needed to clean the knickers I’d been wearing (I’m sorry to be graffic but you get the desperation) and bought me tampax. The ambulance, police and my mother eventually left the building thinking I had already gone but I think due to his technology picking up my voice/location, Mars Security Department, a private company linked with the Tories I bet came and picked me up and took me back. I’m no fool working out who spoke to who and who works for who, please do correct me if I’m wrong?! Then they moved me to Jupiter Ward which is a mixed ward but much harder to escape from. Due to not being able to stay in my friend’s flat (yes by this time it has become an international global debate most of which said leave me in the safe house hence the NHS services leaving me there), I wanted to do some healing on/with him and make Toby’s art exhibition Behind The Smile which was in Essex. I was planning to bike there as had no access to my car but equally couldn’t access my bike due to my mother not leaving my spare keys so I was going to ask my friend to lend me the money for the train ticket. Please bear in mind absolutely none of these desperate measures were necessary if I were just left to carry on with my life and diabolical decisions wouldn’t lead to catastrophic consequences but hey you’re in the system and some people just love to make decisions for me. On Jupiter Ward, I pulled out all stops, did everything I could trying to sway staff etc, even tweeting some guys in Hollywood, I think consequentially the British Embassy were called, correct me if I’m wrong, to make a gig in Essex but I couldn’t escape or get to it. Then the psychopathic sadist that is Mary Howlett who happens to be a shrink and patients have died under is brought in to assess me on the day my section 2 is due to end (28.5.25) for a section 3. Everybody in heaven and on earth who knows Howlett would know she would go for the section 3 despite appearing the sanest woman on the planet. So now I’m on a section 3 on risperidone with horrific side effects when my one request is to not be medicated and I’m not allowed to smoke because I don’t have leave because they think I’ll abscond. I’ve brought and had tobacco brought in for me so many times, there is enough tobacco to win a bloody war in the staff area! Shame I cannot smoke it! But this is my war and that is part of it, the right to smoke. If you knew the side effects of these meds (risperidone and all the others I’ve been on), you wouldn’t think life was worth living. So do I think these patients are a danger to themselves or others? I wasn’t but if they are, I think for some, especially me, the services and system are the most dangerous and the scariest environment I or they could be in. Ironic isn’t it. They’ve also been trying to give me clonazepam 3x a day 2mg and if I’d been taking it, I’d be dependent on it now. Benzos are harder to get off than heroine so that seems pretty negligible to me. I’ve heard on two separate occasions in wards, ‘this isn’t a hotel’ to which my response is, ‘I didn’t think it was a torture chamber either’ because if you don’t take their poisonous, side effect riddled trillions making medication then you get surrounded by about 10 nurses and security in blue gloves and pinned down/held down and injected. So…why am I doing this? Because the buck has to stop with me. This has to STOP! It cannot carry on. It is ‘inhumane’ and people are literally dying due to the system and due to the fact it is happening to me, them and/or others. I wish for a moment people would stop thinking about money or people being statistics and actually think about the cost of a life and the consequences of putting me in hospital because this admission and the last one were not necessary and too many unnecessary lives have been lost unfortunately not completely unrelated. Please help me change it because you do not want this for your friends, family or children and when it affects you, you’ll be kicking yourselves you didn’t get involved to stop it. I have ideas, solutions and I’m gonna do my best to implement them but it takes everyone, it always does! If you knew, you’d just wish I’d been left to it and made Michael’s play. Bless him 🙏

I’ve now been moved to Ward 2 and have been refusing the meds so getting the poison out of my system so I can do my healing on myself and others. I cannot stress enough, I am a healer, an energy healer and long distance healer. I do healing from here to some people in California so even if there is the slightest trace of poison/medication in my system, it can affect my healing hands, energy, balance and I cannot do my work so please when I say fuck off, leave me alone in my SAFE SPACE, I BLOODY MEAN IT! PLEASE FOR THE FINAL BLOODY TIME, LEAVE ME IN MY FLAT AND GO AWAY! IF I NEED YOUR HELP OR NEED ANYONE, I WILL LET YOU KNOW. OTHER THAN THAT, DON’T YOU DARE COME ANYWHERE NEAR ME AND PLEASE DO NOT TOUCH ME UNLESS I SAY YOU CAN! 🆘

https://youtu.be/7J_Dc-gkhOE?feature=shared

How can I melt that ice cold heart?

8 Jun

Stay on board 

And be there for each other

I need everybody to drink a tonne of tap water

Lamb to thy slaughter

We are collectively in a very messy state

And I am a highly organised, efficient,

Meticulous, perfectionist for a reason

I need you all to listen to me

41 years on this God forsaken planet

Coming back for you all

Do it for the little ones

Do it for the animals

Stop dying you hair, gettting your nails done, washing it and using soap for a while

Go back to your natural routes

Bath in cold water 

Get in touch with your chi

Your yin and yang

I cannot tell you how sick you all are

Star signs are star signs for a reason

The state of the oceans concerns me

More than you will ever know

The environmentalist of the Millenium

Grandiosity and Humility

Belief and have a faith

Please get biblical

We are running out of time

I cannot tell you how serious it is

Go to the loo outside with leaves

Fuck the rules

REBEL

Bring on Glastonbury 

Let’s get it right

Hold tight

We HAVE to get this night right

If you knew what was going on in 3025

Back to the future

You would wish you had all listened

To me TODAY

LEAD THE WAY

Look up to the skies

And please LISTEN TO MY GUIDES

We have to put the Great back into

Great Britain

Please catch up on my blog and socials

And stick with the programme

Where would we be without each other?

Thank God for our biggest problem

But equally our greatest solution

Alkebulan, Japan, India

Every border we have created

We are people

Rainbow 🌈 Prophecy Warriors

Natural AI

No bloody plastic or chemicals

The poor killer whales

The snails

And their magic trails

Be there

No more games

Insanity can be hilarious 

But if you knew what they were doing to the patients

You would be in floods of tired

Torture and abuse

Anything but treatment or care

How wrong could it have gone?

That is why I am here

Physical presence

I know some of you find that incredibly hard

But play your part

I cannot express how important you all are

We are all way more than you will ever know

Believe in yourselves

Too many people have been preventing vital love stories

From happening

And my wrath is off the chart

I am sorry if I am scaring you

But I have been petrified 

Hence why I have become so scary

Be kind and gentle to everybody

Please do not fear me

But if you do

You FEAR me for a reason!

Who am I?

30.09.83

WITNESS

5 Jun

Ali Pali’s fine

Please don’t worry about 

Ali Pali

Remember Ali Pali magic 🪄 

It will not be tragic

Ali Pali’s doing it for every

Single one of you

You know I love the little ones

To you, I will always remain 

TRUE

The buck stops with me

So you, especially Gen A

Just like the blessed animals

WILL ALWAYS BE FREE!

It’s so Symphonic, it’s Iconic

3 Jun

XXIX.V.MCMLXVII

Noel Thomas David Gallagher

David Bowie|Noel Gallagher

How to write a poem for you

When you create masterpieces

We all know it’s true

Childhood memories with Peggy

In that council flat

Southern Manchester

How do we escape it?

Lucky black cat

You became an older brother

At five

Something changed in you

And it brought your responsibility

Alive

What beautiful names

Liam and Noel

What shall we do?

Let’s rock ‘n’ roll 

Study the anthems and

Learn the guitar 🎸 

A natural introvert

Keep my head down

It’ll take me far

It’s a slog and struggle

Hustle and grind

Something’s gotta give

Teamwork makes the dream work

I suddenly remembered 

Just how we’ll thrive

A band name like Oasis

We’ll take on the world

I did fall for this girl 

Once

I like the way her hair 

Curled

Not really bothered by our

Class

It gives us an inner strength

Show ‘em two fingers

They can shove it up their

Arse

Hit after hit

Liam can sing

Play the maracas and

Tambourine

Bring ‘em in

There’s so much in me

But I don’t feel like a machine

If they knew how much it had cost

And where we’d been

Sometimes it feels strange

Being me

A lot of love

But the complexity

Of what they don’t see

Born on 29th May

The same day as

Bob Hope and JFK

What a world we’re 

Living in

2025, Oasis reunion

Can’t quite believe

The plan’s come together

We should all be proud

Of ourselves

Everyone who took part

Music journalism

Can be clever

What an art

You’ve written and achieved

So much

A fan of Razorlight’s

Golden Touch

High Flying Birds

Incredible guitar riffs

And all of your fascinating 

Words

The Masterplan is such

A masterpiece Master Man

That performance at Knebworth in ‘96

The harmonica, strings

It’s like a beautiful, healing

Psychedelic fix

I love your voice, soul

And favourite acoustic

Guitar

You’ve taken me so far

Coming up with lines 

like

‘Dance if you wanna 

Dance

Please brother take a 

Chance’

The way your music speaks 

To me

It puts me in a trance

If you wanna find me

Just look through the 

Looking glass

I’ll be there if you need me

Sleep well on tour

Remember to keep the secrets

And always feel and be

Totally free 

Hat Trick Boy

24 May

The name’s Jo
The way you flow boy
The way you go boy
You got moves like Pele
The way you tie your boots
There’s just something
About the way he shoots
The way your body moves
It comes so naturally to you
It’s like Indian dribble on
The football pitch
Not a glitch, switch, itch or
Twitch
Something about my old man
That gives me freedom on
The grass
Left foot, right foot
Boy, he’s fast
Stamps and Kingsmill
White bread
But what a thrill
Just wanna watch you
Play
Pass me the ball
Get a hat trick
I’ll drop to my knees
Give you my all