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Big Fucking Pharma: I detest you!

23 Jul

I can’t even run because there’s too much acid in my muscles 

And I’m fatigued in a horrific way

In the way of a person who is being poisoned

I have no less than 25 side effects

Your practices are abhorrent

You should see the way I eat off meds

Organic, wild, free range and healthy

Now I’m on a diet of takeaways and coke zero

And that is not a mistake

You love the food lobbyists

You all work together

I know your secrets

I would happily watch you being set on fire

And relish it

Due to the death, deformity and suffering you have caused

You have no idea what you are doing 

But the truth is you do know what these medications

Or should I say poisons are actually doing

Yet you’re in bed with the FDA

So they approve it and redact accordingly

In the States, when money’s involved

If it makes money

That’s all you give a flying fuck about 

Who cares how much damage it causes

How much permanent damage, death and deformity it causes

If you’re making money

You’re winning

It’s North American ideology

It’s been sold to you

And gets thrust down your throats daily

You have ruined me

You have ruined my brain beyond repair

Scarred me and left me with permanent damage

But it’s fine

Because I knew from day one

This life would be a sacrifice

I was born ready

You should see a picture of me aged two years old

With my little fists in fighting positions

My house mistress at The Dragon

Aged 10 years old said

‘You know yourself so well Alice’

I do because I was born ready

I’m a very old soul 

So I only come back down 

If I really bloody have to

And my God, did I have to

Look these words up

Common side effects of Paliperidone on NICE:

Agitation

Amenorrhoea

Arrhythmias

Constipation

Dizziness

Drowsiness

Dry mouth 

Erectile dysfunction

Fatigue

Galactorrhoea

Gynaecomastia

Hyperglycaemia

Hyperprolactinaemia

Hypersalivation

Hypotension (dose-related)

Insomnia

Leucopenia

Movement disorders

Muscle rigidity

Neutropenia

Parkinsonism

Postural hypotension (dose-related)

QT interval prolongation

Rash

Seizure

Tremor

Urinary retention

Vomiting

Weight increased

Uncommon side effects:

Agranulocytosis

Confusion

Neuroleptic malignant syndrome (discontinue—potentially fatal)

Rare of very rare side effects:

Sudden death

Withdrawal syndrome neonatal

Further information:

For depot antipsychotics—side-effects may persist until the drug has been cleared from its depot site

What does that even mean?

Surely you mean

Excreted or secreted from the physical body?

I could name a few more

But guess what, I don’t want to bore people

Even though this is as boring as it gets

When psychoses are vital, important processes

I repeat myself like a broken record 

Because I have to drum it home

Until you get it 

And you

STOP! 

Do you call the above medicine?

Because to me it is the antithesis of medicine

Medication Global Nation

Please statistically calculate 

How many people you currently have on anti-psychotics globally

And while we’re at it anti-depressants

I instinctively never touched them

But I have been forced to take anti-psychotics 

Against my will

It is MY body

It is MY life

I am MY own best DOCTOR

I do not care how insane you think I am

You have driven me crazy and made me ill

With all of your bollocks and bullshit in the west 

It is ludicrous

Stop staring down test tubes

And admit defeat

You will NEVER get it right!

You have to treat the individual

Not the collective

You have to tailor medicine to that individual

Synthetic mimicked chemicals are not the answer

We need plants

Don’t mimic them!

I am willing to try microdosing of magic mushrooms

But it would need to be the right plant

Kinesiologically tested on my unique body

That goes for everyone else as well

We are so beautifully unique

We are energy, meridians, water

Not fucking chemicals and synapses

You stupid idiots

This modern western bullshit is repugnant

And so grotesque

It’s obscene the animal testing you do

I struggle with it and I am the strongest person I know

I dread to think how a rat or mouse feels

You are literally vile and you rile me

To the very core of my being 

Like the yin yang in the core of the earth

We need ancient wisdom and healing

Do you know what the word even means? Healing

Wake up and smell the coffee

And literally see the damage you are causing the gut microbiome

The second brain

I would love to see you all bankrupt, jailed and 

Eradicated from medicine

Because you disgrace the word and yourselves

You have blood on your hands

And I hope you rot in hell

I will continue to fight

With all of my might

Guided from up above

With a soul full of love

I will try to not practice displacement aggression

And take it out on those that I love the most

As you are the ones who deserve my wrath

The colour of every flame

Try the red flame, then the blue then the green

Trust me
I think I do know how hot and how painful

Those flames can feel

Like the fire from a dragon’s mouth

Intrepid, I have walked so long in the South

So please look at photographs of me on and off meds

And tell me which looks healthy

I am living proof of your sickness

You create and make people sick

Therefore you are pure evil

Money is dead

It is simply dead trees

Numbers and machines

That’s literally all it is

You fucking pricks

Sexual dysfunction as well

So I have no form of relief

If I get Amenorrhea 

I will happily rip your flesh off 

And eat you alive

Yes I’m an actress 

No, I’m not a cannibal

But maybe I’ll get a cannibal 

To do it for me

I don’t think you really get WRATH

Until you’ve felt TORTURE!