Buenos Aires, Argentina
2002
I was 19 years old
My niece Camila, Cami
Was only a few months old
I remember looking at her
As a baby
And seeing stars in her eyes
My father had found this
Alternative therapist
Who had a technique using
These prongs
Stroking along my back
To try and aid my development
Apparently through the birth
Canal
Through my youth
I hadn’t progressed usually
Hence, my childlike
Personality
I started drifting
Floating into psychosis
So from memory
This is what happened
I was standing in
The middle of the square of
Plaza de Mayo
And I had this
Revelation
Which I will never forget
All the time zones
Were going on around me
At the same time
I could see
People
In glassy spirit like
Form
Walking through buildings
Through bridges
That weren’t built in
That particular time zone
It was the most incredible
Revelation
I think I have ever witnessed
Everything
All time
Going on at the same
Time
Yet the magic of it
Was the present
And the present time
Zone
I could see in physical
Form
So the concept of
Multi dimensional time
My mathematical
Theory
Of TT (Pi)
TT (Pi) = T + T = Two time zones
The circumference of a circle = 2TT(Pi)R
The circle representing
Time
There is a madness to it
A tangent but also in
Maths
And its origins
What does the circle
Represent?
What is TT (Pi)?
I know a guy
Who knows TT (Pi) to
I think
96 decimal points
Each number and the way
He remembers the numbers
Is that each number
Represents a girl he knows
So for example I could be
Number 28
And the way he remembers
The numbers
Is the order in which
He places us in his
Brain
So to continue the story
I started travelling
Through all the different
Wars
Like I have said
Psychosis
Can be the most incredible
Rarest dream you have
Ever had
Or your worst nightmare
This is where it can be
Your worst nightmare
So for context
I am in Argentina
With my parents
And sister-in-law
At the time
My brother and
My baby niece
And we are travelling
By coach
My mother put a piece
Of chicken
In my mouth
And it was there
12 hours later
For I was catatonic
But this is what I experienced
While I was going through
Catatonia
I was in Russia
During the war
It was so cold
And the war was going
On all around me
So when my father
Was asked to show
His passports
I was afraid
Because I was time travelling
Through different wars
I can see the Russian fur hats
I can feel the icy air
Due to having had
So many lives
Being such an old soul
I was perhaps
Going through
Every life
Of course my family were
Notably alarmed and
Concerned
We got to Iguazu
Falls
I remember the waterfalls
And the spiders
But of course
I wasn’t present
My sister-in-law
Having studied psychology
And my mother
Felt like I needed
Medication
But this medication
Was not medicine
It was truly damaging
And it was interrupting
The process of my
Psychosis
But you can understand
Why they felt like
They needed to give it
To me
It traumatised my brain
Disorientated me
In the middle of the night
I tried to go to the
Bathroom
But I was so all over
The place
I peed on the floor
I’m writing this to try and
Explain how awful these
Medications are
I became incontinent
So they had to get me
Adult nappies
I was dribbling
And was in a state of
Severe disability
We were flying back to the UK
And my mother
I think due to embarrassment
Was trying to get me to stop
Dribbling
I was in an adult
Nappy
I couldn’t control my body
Afflicted by this poisonous
Medication
I think it’s the worst
Medication
I have ever taken
I don’t know its name
My sister-in-law
Got it in Buenos Aires
My point in writing this
Is to try and explain
These psychopharma
Medications
Are not medicine
They have too many damaging
Side effects
To be labelled medicine
Primum Non Nocere
The Hippocratic Oath
Of medicine
That all medics must
Take under oath
First Do No Harm
Big pharma
You have created pure
Harm
Blood money
Damage
My purpose is to teach
Professors and doctors
About where they have
Gone so drastically wrong
There is a way to treat
Psychosis
Perhaps with sedatives
Like herbal nytol
Anything natural
Plant based to aid
With sleep
In a safe environment
Even in some cases
Where the patient may be
Violent
Give them sedatives
Because these anti psychotics
Are interrupting a vital process
These patients need
Healing
Therapy
Regression
Medicine
Plants
Individual nutritional
Diets
‘Let food be thy medicine and medicine be thy food’
‘One man’s food is another man’s poison’
For millennia
We have dealt with
Mania and psychosis
We’ve burnt witches at
The stake
We’ve chained people up
We’ve put people in strait jackets
We cuffed people to beds
We’ve given people lobotomies
We’ve given people ECT
We’ve pinned people down
More like you have
Not me
I never would
Harm a soul
Yes there is clinical depression
The doctors make claims
Like a chemical imbalance
They talk of Serotonin
Dopamine
But there is not enough proof
Or evidence behind their
Claims
Do the work
That is the truth
When you look at DNA
Genetics
Biokinetically
There is a movement
A reason why one gene
That may be genetically
Carried
That if triggered by
Stress or lack of sleep
For example
It can lead to psychosis
But these genes have multiple
Purposes in the body
If the spirit is not
Connected to the soul
And you are not protecting
Yourself properly
You get too close to the
Light
Dark entities, forces, energies
May pass through you
Causing possession
I have witnessed a patient
On the ward who was
Lying on the ground clearly
Possessed
Shaking uncontrollably
No anti psychotic will
Heal that
In fact the opposite
The Exorcism of Emily Rose
It is explained in the film
They cannot be exorcised
Or healed
If drugged
Or on medication
There is a massive difference
Between schizophrenia
And schizoaffective disorder
And everyone’s mind
Is individual
So categorisation
Is not accurate enough
It’s like a mathematical
Equation
A certain combination
You have to treat the
Individual
Schizoaffective Disorder
Can often be a spiritual
Illness
I have noticed that
Symptoms of
Bipolar
And schizophrenia
It is not about the diagnosis
The flawed psychiatry
It is about what is going on
In their
Mind, body and spirit
We need to become more holistic
Think outside the box
To heal your patients
When medically, scientifically
Your understanding of the brain
Is so primitive
You need to think in
A different way and
Actually learn
From ancient wisdom
And other cultures
The answers are there
But I’m afraid
The west
Has gone so drastically
Wrong
With their arrogance
And lack of humility
Wipe the slate clean
Learn from the damage
You have caused
Of Prescribed Harm
Like PSSD
Permanent damage
No sexual feeling at all
Can you imagine?
Look these people up
I truly feel for them
Anti depressants
Which I have never taken
I have only taken
Anti psychotics
But recently
During my withdrawal
I have felt brain damaged
I can heal myself
But they have damaged
My gut
My second brain
My memory
My physical body
Causing a huge amount
Of weight gain
That is not healthy
This is far too long
But my scars have a story to tell
Pray well
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