Crystal Clear

Fortitude, magnitude

And circumference

Encapturing these never

Ending lives

For sacrament and

Solitude

Dancing through

The equilibrium of time

When I’m galloping

Across the desert

With my blue eyes

Persian metal mask

With the bar between

My eyes

Where is he?

And then there in

My mystical visions

He’s standing in the

Middle of the desert

On the sand

Bare feet

In a blue turban

What is it that you

Need or want?

So I bring him a horse

Through another galaxy

Door

We strip naked slowly

And make love

All of my dreams, fantasies

And visions

What are the Gods

Trying to tell me?

Is this my brain’s way

Of protecting myself?

Another vision, he’s on the

Motorbike

In that spiked leather

Jacket

And I’m behind him

With my head nestled

Into his shoulder

I’m in my leathers

I swivel round and

Straddle him on the bike

My land of dreams

I’ve taken you to my

Paradise

With the mountains

And the gorilla on top

With the blue butterfly

Atop its shoulder

The trees and mud

All around us

Walking into the lagoon

Of water

Naked, bare

With the waterfall

Falling down on our

Naked bodies

Connected tantrically

Sexually

I have only taken one

Other person there before

You can take anyone

You’re there

When I’m 17

And you come into my

Dorm

And get into my bed

You kiss me and make

Love to me

You’re healing me

Is this Eros?

What is going on in my

Mind?

Isn’t it hard to find?

When you’re separates

Creating different art

But there’s a part

A roll to play

Stay away

And my God I will

And am

Yet you keep saving me

Giving it to me

If this is all my spirit’s

Work

And yours

And your spirit’s not

Connected to your body

Do you have any idea

At all?

Let the rain bless your lips

My soft skin

And pulsing hips

This celibacy is

Pure

I only need myself

Right now

For my spirit guides

And angels

Have my back

Their delicate wings

Holding their magic

Powder

Does the blue butterfly

Only mate with a blue

Butterfly?

Or do different species

Of butterflies

Mate with each other?

Butterflies and fears

Through all these years

I’ve travelled through

Your life

Time’s gone by

Please stop asking me

Why

When I need to see someone

I know I need to see someone

But that is not what you want

Unhealthy?

If only you knew

Holy Mary Mother of God

You gave the Virgin Mary

Your donkey

For we trade

Mary Magdalene

I truly felt that crucifixion

Pre civilisation

The rocks billions of years

Old

The energy of animism

The moldavite to help you

Sleep

The many moons

Across the midnight

Galactic starry oasis

So I’m a whale in the ocean

Pangea

Lucy, the oldest soul I know

My friend

Ocean eyes

Reptile fingers

With the plants in the

Water

The way whales mate

From sea to land

Dinosaurs

To birds

To apes

Gorillas in the midst

And the monkeys

Animal Kingdom

Should there be a

Hierarchy?

Do we need this class

System?

If there were no public schools

And we all started

On the same level

Invested in state schools

For children to have

The playing fields

The education

The mixed schools

That everyone deserves

Wouldn’t the system be

Fairer?

For I’m privileged

But one of the reasons

I under ate

Apart from being in love

Was because of my

Privilege

When I was learning

About starving children

In Africa

And there were girls

In my house

Whose parents

Were splitting up

One girl was bulimic

I was the one people

Turned to

Talked to

An unofficial therapist

Why was I so lucky?

So I had safe foods

Foods I felt safe eating

I do not see it as an

Eating disorder

I’m really done with

All these diagnoses

They’re just different states

Of mind

A revered shaman?

A chosen one?

Who knows? Maybe

But maybe here in London

England

We don’t recognise them

Where are our saints?

For we have many

Sinners

Rishi, I’ve been watching

You

And the decisions

You’re making

What about the animals?

What about the pollution?

The oil spills

Your economy

Is too important to you

For you need water, right?

You need medicine

You need food

You need light, fire

You need your wife

Your life

But you cannot see

What I can see

The scientists are screaming

It is a climate emergency

Yet because your house

Is not on fire

And you are not drowning

You simply do not have

The empathy

Capacity

Ability

To feel, truly understand

What if feels like to

Lose it all

Everything

You need

Your greed

The disabled are crying out

The NHS is on its knees

And you want to privatise

It

Make it a business

Yes it needs to be run

More efficiently

But if you sorted out

Your budget

More efficiently

And saw healthcare as an

Essential need

You would understand

Why tax payers money

Should fund the NHS

There are environmental

Laws that need to be

Made

Globally

Please, Rishi, focus your

Mind

On what is needed

Raw sewage in the ocean

Who allows that?

Noam Chomsky’s

Green New Deal

Read it

And weep

I pray for change

Because you have

No idea

What’s coming