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It was just someone’s energy

Someone’s healing

Maybe it was all of you

Bet I felt it

So thank you

And

I LOVE YOU

🩷❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜🖤🩶🤍🤎

Stop trying to make us

You will never succeed

I know you are using my voice

Trying to create my brain

My beautiful flesh

And blood

But this is in

The lap of the Gods

I AM YOUR NEMISIS

A.I

Nature versus machine

I have had these visions

For decades

It is dangerous, destructive

And unnatural

You will never beat us

The rarest phenomenons

The sacred warriors

The supernaturals

The magnificent aliens

The telekinesis

Vitakinesis

Biokinesis

Elektrokinesis

Psychokinesis

Parakinesis

You’re playing with fire

America

China

Russia

And you need to

STOP 🛑

You have no idea

What’s coming

Our capabilities

Our powers

Our forces

And our strengths

Forget the bullets

We never needed them

Or the bombs

The lightening

Will frighten you

The earthquake

Will shatter

You into

Obliteration

So please

I’m asking you nicely

You have been warned

Don’t mess with

Mother Nature

The Earth Goddess

Aphrodite is quicker

Than you

Quantum leap

I am standing next to

You

And watching you

Using me

The surveillance

Like Face Off

Turn the power

Off

Or we will

Wipe out

Humanity

Is that what you want?

Be careful

Turn the volume

Off

And focus

On healing

Waters

Eradicating

The fossil fuel industry

The oil

And the plastic

Save our souls 🆘

From extinction

We’re coming for you

Now❗️

I love you more than you’ll ever know

Your little hands

Protecting you

as you grow

Such beautiful genes

And your love of music

Special soul

But really it’s your spirit

I miss

It would be a dream

To meet you one day

And give you

A little cuddle

Hopefully

Protected from the limelight

You may not want to act

And I would

Understand why

The fear of fame

From your past life

But boy

You’re so talented

So rare

So unique

So true

You’ll probably be

A vegan

Like the rest of

Your precious family

That waterfall spirit

All the tears

Through all these years

You might think

I’m crazy

Hazy

Lazy

But I just wanna make Daisy

Chains with you

In the sun

Play

Stay

Looking at your little

Palms

It’s a better life line

Thank God

And all the Gods

And Goddesses

We will always

Protect you

Watch over you

Your guardian angels

Your spirit guides

Love

That could fill

An infinite

Amount of

Universes

All the planets

And stars

And galaxies

We’re all worth it

Little one

Anything to make you

Happy

Feel free

There’s a golden

Phoenix

In you

A magic

Supernatural

Star

Why do I always

Feel

So connected to

You

Twin soul

I’ve seen

All your combinations

All your past lives

Your parallel lives

And future lives

The world is truly

Blessed

That you are

Here

You came back

For love

For life

Hopefully

No strife

Spread your wings

And practise

Your instruments

Listen to your

Stories

At bed time

And you will

Write

Probably

Never fight

Your love

For animals

Shines through

With you

Little one

It’s too true

You’re sacred

‘Run to the rescue

With love

And

Peace

Will follow’

Bless you

Heal

Feel

Deal

Meal

Never

Steal

Be real

I would happily

Give you

All my gifts

Just to see

You

Strive

And

Thrive

So I gave it to him straight

No bullshit

Scored the goal of the decade

I’ve blasted you into oblivion

I’ve been meaning to write this

With the schisms

The prisms

The love

And the loss

Fatal attraction

Like Matrix Resurrections

That force

And that power

To blast you

Into another universe

You think I ‘sound like a lunatic’

I have insanity

And sanity

I need both

The tools to write

To sing

To perform

Shake me

Break me

You make me

Powerful

And I’m done

Do one

As your ex would say

Leave me to pray

I have peace of mind

Isn’t it hard to find

The truth

Of your youth

When you were born ready

But you come to realise

What you need to do

Let it materialise

Into performance

Masterpieces

Unfolding

Poems

To songs

Hands to piano

I have a mighty plan

Like Eminem’s Stan

To be brave

Soldier this process

Make people laugh

And entertain you

Refrain from you

Because you are

Your own worst enemy

You burn your bridges

You’ll never learn

Narcissistic traits

I see all your fates

The rates

And your mental states

Maybe I am a psychic

Maybe I do score a hat trick

Maverick

Mentally strong

Dude

You fucked it

Yet again

So I blast you into oblivion

I’ll make a million

Watch me do it

Fall to your knees

And surrender

This holy grail

I’m afraid

You fail

Hell?

Only time will tell

You’ve been a strain

On my brain

The pain

In the rain

I’d like to entertain the little ones

I’ve written two songs for them

And children’s books

I’m so proud of my work

But mainly my relationships

Because like I said in my speech

Community is really

What it’s all about

I love you all

I hope I see you

When I’m on stage

I’ve walked free

From my cage

With all the animals

And new species coming about

Can’t wait to show you

What I’ve done

I’ve decided not

To become a nun

Because I want to break boundaries

More than Madonna

Be my lucky star

I’ve travelled far

And with you in the crowd

I promise I’ll make you

Proud

Can you handle

8.1 billion people?

Simultaneously

The orchestra of life

I remember and can see

My hands

Writing music

The treble clef

The five lines

The bass clef

Five lines

The notes

With my quill

Sometimes pencil

Once a harp player

Violinist

Often a pianist

Staring at the Monet

For five hours

In Bluebell ward

Where are my paints?

Where are my paints?

I have an obsession

With my hands

Where they go

What they sense

Their pace

Their communication

Their gifts

So you were obsessed with me

You were addicted to me

You were infatuated with me

You loved me

I’m used to it

I can handle it

I was born to deal with it

One guy engraved my name

Onto his arm

At prep school

Fame

What a game

The La di da romance

Maybe you’re a star

But I’ll be your super power

In your billionth hour

We need the supernaturals

We need the rarest phenomenons

We need the radicals

I was born ready

I can handle the death

I can handle the displacement

I can handle the suffering

I can see the fire

I can see the floods

I can feel the earthquakes

I can feel the tsunamis

I am the lightening

I am the hurricane

Mother Earth

Tantric Goddess

Oh Lord, what a mess

If I never speak to you again

That’s ok

If I never see you again

That’s ok

You know it matters to me

Don’t you see how important

Your decisions are?

The path you choose

That way

That woman

Another way

Your son

It’s really up to you

I just want you to be free

Provide anything you need

But you are not the only one

I have a zillion animals

On my mind

We only needed the rare

Combination of your energy

And mine

For something in the future

You may never believe me

It isn’t my madness

It’s just something that happens

Back to the future

Sometimes you have to go back

To go forward

I promise I’ll warn you

Have no fear

It’s pretty crystal clear

Why we need you

Step aside human

Like a comet

Cascading rainbow frets

Only an electric guitar

Could produce

Rockit speed

These days

I’m not even quicker

Than light

I’m already there

Quantum

Refraction

Communicating with aliens

Of the fifth kind

Mainly in the fifth

Dimension of time

Close your eyes

There you will find

The answers

I’m a free spirit

You will never pin me

Down

You will never see me

Frown

You will never understand

The clown

In me

In you

The joker

Of Leaf

My hidden sheath

Of metal

I have an obsession

With music

I am in awe of

Dancers

I only admire you

Look up the definitions

And humble yourself

Your ego and your id

Yes believe in yourself

And love yourself unconditionally

But realise

I am focusing on everything

Mainly this planet’s future

And Freddie’s youth

My gift’s proof

You can win if you want to

I don’t wanna play your game

You can run if you want to

I don’t wanna hear your name

You can dream if you want to

Everything will be revealed to you

You can cry if you want to

Who do you want to catch your tears?

You can hold me if you need to

I’ll always be there for you

A reflection that

Echoes for centuries

A glimmer

Of introspection

That shatters

All illusion

To fragmented

Particles

Of youth

Pure truth

Of propheticism

And brutality

Being strangled

Aged six

Beaten up

With blood pouring

From my nose

Drenching my pink

T-shirt

The delicate air

Deflated from my bicycle tyres

By these broken teenagers

Two Girls

Bruised more than me

The fear I’d never felt

Longing for my mother’s

Cuddles

Alone

The trauma

Of the abuse

Under that weeping

Willow tree

People are going through

So much at the moment

Their pain and struggles

I feel it in my fragile

Core

Yet the tribal strength

That Phoenix

Brings from the ashes

Of naked torment

With her golden

Feathers

And a wing span

That covers

A galactic universe

Caught in the lightning

Screaming at the

Tectonic plates

To remain calm

When their fury

Has me thinking

About 2024

Serenity

Safety

Solace

Synchronicity

Selfless

Stability

Sanctuary

Significance

Serendipitous

Solipsism

Surrender

To your mind, naked flesh

And blood

To flourish

Free their souls

And ‘run to the rescue

With love’

Just Stop Oil

Are you fully aware of what a planet is like without its dependence on oil?

I am but it was a very long time ago

No bicycles

No cars

No planes

No trains

No joints being fixed

No boilers

No gas

No plastics

No phones

No clocks

No tick tocks

Completely different homes

We can walk

We can run

No gun

We can ride horses

Eat courses

In a different way

I’m prepared

We’re fully able to live without oil

But do you truly understand what life is like without oil?

Think

Please

Because we’re on the brink

🆘

I wrote this piece once
Doctors smoke
I put it up on poetry.com
But they took it down
They would
There are doctors who smoke
The drinking culture at Kings
Was obscene
There was this one girl
A student
Who used to make herself
Sick
Just so she could drink more
But the ones who smoke
They know the negatives of smoking
But there are positives of smoking too
Believe it or not
I’ve looked them up
I used to smoke American Spirit
As it doesn’t contain chemicals
The real killers
It kept me in tune
With the native Americans
And the rituals associated with smoking
So I’m in Agios Nikolaos
In a waiting room
With my boyfriend
Who has just had an ECG
Which is normal
So we’re waiting to see the doctor
Diabetes type II
Which I did a presentation on
During my Access course to Medicine
And another one at Kings
Sleep Apnoea
FND
High blood pressure
Anti depressant withdrawal syndrome
Due to Venlafaxine
Do you know how it feels
To be me?
Do I know how it feels
To be you?
I do try to understand
Yes there’s the method acting
But there are also my senses
And my gifts
I wanted to work in A&E
And/or research medications
Because most of them are terrible
With dire side effects
Treat the cause
Not the symptom
Like most western medics do
You need to look at your health overall
Tongue analysis
Heart rate
Nutrition is absolutely key
And how much exercise you need
You’re individual, unique
It’s fascinating and important
To get to know your genes and DNA
We are in the dark ages
But we haven’t always been
If you look to the East
And you look to the past
There’s a lot we need to remind ourselves
Meditation
Vibration
Healing
Kinesiology
Reiki
Your chakras
Biokinesis
So with all that’s going on in the world
And trust me there’s a lot
Try to stay calm
Level headed
Sleep is vital
For literally everything
I’ve saved three lives
In my life
All in a different way
One, the Heimlich Maneuver
Another, a baby who had a severe dairy allergy
Which I told his mother about
But she didn’t listen to me
Until he was in hospital and could hardly breath
I said doctors don’t study nutrition
And that cream’s got lactose in it
If you don’t take him to a nutritionist
He may die
So she did
And he got better
The third, I used my gift
Which I don’t often do
But this spirit was frenetic
So I passed on what he had to say
And days later she told me
‘You saved my life,
I was going to put rocks in my pockets
And jump off a cliff
But after what you did
And what you said
I didn’t
Thank you’
I tend to block it out
That gift
But I’ll use it if I have to
Otherwise it’s too distracting
And to be honest
I’ve got enough to focus on
With the living
Do you suffer from anxiety or depression?
The two most common
Mental health conditions
Please try therapy
And if you can’t wait
Can’t afford it
Look within
And keep reading
Your gut is like your second brain
Understanding that could be the key
The real code to your web
Medication should be your last resort
Seriously
Because trust me
They’re so hard to get off
And your brain becomes reliant on them
They also damage you
The stars change colours
As do we
Make sure you do the right thing
When your colours change

That raw emotive scream

When you enter this world

Transfixed with purpose

What you chose to come back for

Guiding lights from forgotten stars

Hidden messages fading into the universe

Focusing on a script instead of the book

Never ending words on a page

Glistening from the eagle’s eye

I’ve travelled through worlds

Across glaciers and mountains

Swam through oceans

Run across rivers

Spirits’ light year stands still

Peacefully

Whispering echoes

Wisdom from the elders

Golden scriptures written in the air

From stone to plant to finger tips

Preaching proverbial passages

Laterally mimicking each time zone

For when there is only now

Not then and not tomorrow

You see it all

Transfixed by every combination

Pink sky and transcendent lightning

Travelling through

The rarest fire rainbow

Phenomenal luminous colours

From mother nature’s twinkling web

There’s a delicate code

Fibonacci’s sequence

In numerology and ancient astrology

Mythology theology

And prophecy

Sacred philosophy

Finding my feet on sand to grass to mud

Suffocated by oil

And polluted waters

Endless man made plastic

Streaming sentences

Across a dead machine

Bring back the beating of those drums

Dancing across frets

A plectrum strikes the strings

From catgut to nylon

Guttern to vihuela

The mysticism of psychic gifts

Telekinesis

Biokinesis

Elekectrokinesis

Has me thinking

About what’s to come

Soon

Lay low

Lie still

Chill out

Sleep

You’re ready

It’s written on my Sanskrit bracelet

The truth is so old

It’s bold

Be brave