Ode to a Stranger

25 Apr

As I stand atop a balcony
Smoking the spirit away
Of another soul
I think of the missing
The forgotten, the loss
And the pain they flee.
As mighty as Dean
A cousin of a friend
An unknown to me
I reminisce the good times
The wild times
The epic moments
Therein lies the key.
Another overdose
Another jumper
Another cutter
Another shot
Another feeling
Another loner
Losing the survival
Of a wounded fighter
‘What will be, will be’?
I look to the past
Then to the future
The presence of tangible time
A cathedral of nature
Like a Peruvian mountain
Desperate lessons
Held in stone to sea.
The whispers in the soothing windstreams
The friendship of our vital trees
Which name?
Which friend?
Who have we forgotten?
Probably eachother
In the end.
Perhaps a stranger
Whose distant eyes
I’ll never see
But I sense you
Radicals surround you
Embrace you
You’re as alone as you choose to be.
So ‘only the good die young’?
But the brave live on
Let’s do it wisely
Fortify thee
Not a soldier
Nor an island
Stand together
And sing our song.

(3.20am Wednesday 25th April 2018)

Money Madness to Societal Sanity

6 Sep

The ebb and flow like water trickling down stream

The conscious introspectrum of the over spender

The humble state required to live within my means

The Grace I see before me

The waterfalls and drought of past ingrained in my mind

The prophetic change I look to embrace

The positive feeling of a new but known state

The stress like dirty water which I cleanse my hands of

The turbulent aroma I sense like a white lioness searching for its prey

I can see it, I can sense it, I can feel it

The old subsides and the new will settle

The Money Madness to Societal Sanity

The beautiful peace I feel perfectly webbed within my core like a yogic silence

It sits still like the starry night sky 💫

6.9.17

All Combinations

5 Jul

Hello to ja people

We’re talking about avenues, directions, philosophies, protections, religions and creations in every nation.

Hello to ja people

Do you see it in my eyes? The possibility of every combination; the individual independence of one striding through life with one assertation: we praise you cos you make up our combination.

Hello to ja people

Plant a seed darlin’, let it grow, through the years they shall see and you will know. Time is of the essence, an ingredient in this life, follow your direction and believe in your wife.

Hello to ja people

Do you like a game of chess? Know your code to your brief case? An individual person’s mess is a key, a drop of rain; blessing a child’s lips. Do you believe in the power of your religion? Good, but I’m talking about life now and the spirits that live on; breathing this vitality do you see this plurality?

Hello to ja people

Languages, countries, cultures, decisions, categories separating your philosophies & traditions: embrace that move; a difference in a person; perhaps listen and understand the beauty of that character; swaying in the wind like a leaf from a different tree; a moth not a butterfly ~ even the sting of a bee.

Hello to ja people

Forget about the hate, jealousy, regret; learn how to appreciate how lucky and free you are cos everyone’s your mate. But to friends; sisterhoods; brotherhoods; good & bad ~ you can see it in them but be loyal; as you know who’s making the effort – it’ll shine through them like blue royal.

Hello to ja people

The dove is a symbol of peace: white like the purity of a virgin spirit; untampered by society’s colour; resembling a child’s eye, beautifully aware of our potential abilities unlike another.

Hello to ja people

I’m talking about your home, the universe of realisation how do I project this in words? The power of every combination: united as one; laughing, dreaming, singing and dancing in every nation. Making music with this enlightening mesmerisation.

2002…I think…

Blank Canvas Awaits my Eye

13 Jun

Morning Dew

Blank Canvas awaits my eye
Legend themed party is ten days nigh
Marilyn is waiting at the door
Black and White will light up the floor
I ask my angels in this hour
Help me to reach my higher power
Be strong and bold and forthright through
Exercise your goal and word it true
For I wish to look like no other
I’d like to dazzle in Silver colour
To reach a potential I’m capable of
To find a friend in beauty’s love
To be continuous, the party’s near
I’d like to achieve exception this year
It is a wish I don’t take light
It is always something that causes fright
Be it in the foreground of my mind
Though time is always hard to find
Please help me achieve this one true battle
Heard me through like an angry cattle
I’m not going to this time; retreat
I’m going to win here with no defeat
Fire and power and all things new
I’ll find a beginning in this morning’s dew
Do not let it pass and fade
Make this a wish I’ve especially made
That I will choose to stay with forever more
As I need this party: in my life; my essence; my core.

Go on God, put me to the test
I only wish to be my best
Please, help me to be so strong from here
Your key is clever and very clear

Love Alice (or PALICE)

Amen. 21.10.04

Verbum Meditation

12 Jun

Realming dimensions 4th, 5th, 6th, 7th, 8th of 12. I just think of eternity when 8 is mentioned. Where does thought stop and word begin? Does sense flow into feeling? How does choice reach a given goal? Questions. Questions. No answers. I reach for a distance, another dimension, I travel higher and as the skies clear, I begin to hear the clarity of thought which is so undefined when grounded. Infiltration, distillation – you caught me suspended in space free of motion. Enviable space, endless sound….slowed: slowed right down so the millisecond becomes an hour and then you see the individual grain of sand, sea, star, land; all of creation to let us think and now divided into the nation. Did he choose, our father? Did he change our future? Thy son. Did he sense the time? Our Holy Spirit. I think of you, I think of the people and the history before or in front of us, what each thinks, whether religion is our war and belief is our weapon? Does truth fall upon innocent minds? Independent, individual understanding, a hereditary ritual. Did Freud or Darwin believe a certain path or create their own? My question does not fall in a current particular zone.

Dreamer’s time, illusive space
Not giving anything away
I show you no face
Sumner’s Tale, Holy Grail
Immaculate Proof; Madonna’s Youth
I see the past wearing Fuschia pink
Transclucent spectacles, a vivid image
Distorted glances
Becoming advances
Progressive nature, you led me
To this distant time
Travelling thoughts; silent words
I chose to run through your instrumental pen.
I do despise the mirror’s gift
More fear the eyes of another and wonder
What they think?
I ponder, I recreate a lie
For discomfort or for pain?
Repentance – this sin is over
Freedom, I will discover
Sacred Love, I can find another.

Innocent blue eyes I remember so much
I chose to hurt myself
Forget the myth, this story has been told
But my feelings for you will never grow old.

8.2.02

There’s a demon dancing on my shoulder

12 Jun

A pilgrim lost in the Persian salvation of Time:

There’s a demon dancing on my shoulder
As this wisdom resonates in my ear
A war in my mind; a thought
A deep and powerful freedom that is wrapped in chains
Clasped around my mouth
Time’s theft passes a distant glow
There is optimism for what I once mistook
Create a strength, a power and remove this demon’s nest
Will this addiction remain your guarded secret?
Will you become old with its temperament?
Hollow head and angry heart
I don’t want to live my life with regret
But allowing passing disaster to pass again
Is allowing weakness and failure
I do not wish to admit defeat; walk away from challenge
I now know I have to face this demon’s glare
With red eyes that pierce my lighted youth
Follow your dance and feel the steps
Move to the other shoulder and embrace its space
Without confrontation comes defeat
Without realisation your sculpture will not progress
Don’t choose to fall at your feet
Say goodbye to your demon that you homed
Brush your delicate right wing and let it fly free
To a foreign land and let it be

27.10.04

Get Up

12 Jun

Get up
Get out of your head
Look out of your window
What do you choose instead?
If you’re passing the time
Drifting passively numb
Building your sublime
Maybe you should get up
Get out of your head
Choose your path
Choose your life instead

Let me wiggle it
Let me jiggle it
Wack it, smack it and crack it
Do I draft it?
Do I copy it?
Do I write it?
Yes I do.
Do you like me?
Do I care?
Let me show you
How I dance
And watch me
How I dare.
Can you hear me?
Do I see you?
Let me show you
You’re still there
How I feel you
How I like you
Let me prove
I’ll last your stare.

Let me shock you
Let me rock you
Let me laugh, giggle and scream
Let me strip
Let me dress
Let me cry
Let me impress
Want you to see
What I’m made of
Wanna be the new
Rock Goddess
Can I be your lady?
Aphrodite
With quality, leadership and success
Can I entertain you?
Don’t wanna change you
Want you to listen
Gotta be the best

Let me reap it
Let me sow it
Rap it, trap it and
Build my nest
Can I show you my freedom
Put me to the test
Maybe you’ll slam me
And ridicule me
Call me a crap lyricizest
But I’ll show you
What I’m made of
I’m better than all the best.

Love me
Or shove me
Just listen to me
And trust me
Will they slate me?
Will they rate me?
I’ll just have to see
How my energies fest

Contradict me
Inspire me
Free me
Epitomise me
Demise me
Despise me
Fate me and
Create me
Integrate me
I’ll support you
Not retort you
Got my own style
No crappy taste

Reciprocate
Interrogate
Interpretate
The ideal mate.

Let me join you
Let you heal you
I’ll see your karmic state
I’ll find you
I’ll clarify you
I’ll draw your current rate
Let me act, refract
Watch you react
Don’t photograph me
For my soul’s sake.

Wanna interest you
Want to capture you
The essence of a time
The space
The place
The world
The face
The crime
The war
The peace
That fine
The debt
The home
The dream
The time
Remember Band Aid
Fair Trade
Round the world
I’m not gonna fade.

PALICE 12.10.04

(I remember writing this in the back of the car, took me no longer than about 5 minutes, with my brother sitting next to me and I read it allowed: ‘Palice, did you just write that now?’ ‘Yes Will, just now, staring out of the window. Why not, just passing the time’.
The timing of the words interests me the most and what other artists were writing at the same time: what I like to call ~ The Orchestra of Life).

Shadows in the Distance

12 Jun

Shadows in the distance
Lights falling from the sky
This burning ambition
Leads to your crystal eye
What’s swollen to the touch
What’s lost in your soul
Don’t stand so close to me
Don’t let your mood
Make me feel any less whole.
I am a burden to your dream
I am a criminal to a bird in flight
My brain is like a black metal chain
Lost inside its cage it bars
Resembling a story that has no end
A clear tear fallen from Grace
With bitter retreat and no sense at all
Please don’t allow this precious girl to fall.

14.11.04

Parallel Universe

12 Jun

~ Distilled Particle ~

I cannot do it any better
Unless I invent something brand new
We’re not amazed by the amazing any more
We’ve seen it all before.
Can language ever be replaced?
Is description always consciously rehearsed?

He loves Elvis more than the album,
Asks for his serenity, strength and wisdom before each show.

It’s not enough, to climb, for me
Quantum’s fruitful tree
I’d like to be it
But that’s the beautiful space
The wonderful freedom that the eye doesn’t decide to see

Where do I go from here?
I don’t grow, just find a new soul to emulate
Oh God, will you please translate?
I can’t cope with what you create
I talk to you like you’re here
You’re just another character in a book
I’ll never find you
‘Please don’t look’

He’s all in your mind
Isn’t that hard to find?
Because where would you be without your higher power?
What would you do without the hour?
See how alone you really are?
Wow, that’s taken them way too far.

Never free
Always close
Other planets, solar systems, virii – astral leap
There’s a Parallel Space next to me
Its amazing hidden treasure
I now see the beauty in which I cannot see

Written on: 13.01.06

Twenty First Century Thoughts

8 Jun

Forlorn, simplicit.

I yearn and muster to digest the prognosis of insanity, their words bereft of creativity or enlightenment. Quite the opposite: finite, inconclusive, only spoken from a modern book of cognitive thought but not yet totally understood. A practice, an experiment leaving the mind clear but the physical form unnerved.

Why did Amadeus lose his way? Was it his need for Amadeity? The Yang needing The Yin?

The Kundalini, Chi, Kinesiology, Acupressure or nutritional expertise is far off from this decade. Why money seems to hold us back. The one consumption we made up, play and control but knowing the apparent richest of countries have the highest national debt: the countries rich in Mother Nature’s treasures; we have stripped only to increase that debt further. We leave their land naked but pure for only the devil to see their purity has been greedily chiselled in haste and their debt does not exist and never it shall ~ Impure numbers at best.

What is this need for materialistic gain which will ultimately be our undoing? A pattern stretched far beyond the imaginations of the original sun and moon gaias. To channel the wisdom in Sanskrit of ancient literature from the rarity of air, water, trees, rocks and stars. Where are we heading? I keep telling people, we will reflect upon this time as The Golden Era. We have everything we need, it is that which causes the psychiatric temperament of frustration. When we don’t: it is loved, cherished, blessed, religiously celebrated. Water for example: our purest and best Primum non Nocere medicine which took centuries to bring to purified health. Many countries would die for that luxury yet we do not serve it first in hospitals. The tables I sit at with other patients consuming ill health and the mess we have created on their plates must surely have a connection to the mess in their and their Doctors’ minds?

What about the elements? The fire needed to extinguish the discarded greed of materialism. I could shout it from the roof tops yet it continues to be buried due to the fear the toxic gases and fumes the fire would muster. Not allowing a Phoenix but more a monster to rise from the ashes of our sins.

I see great beauty when listening to our youth for I hear clarity of thought and understanding of their deeds: City Year being a perfect example. Working all hours with no financial gain. Parents indebted to the government for their children’s education trapped by a system we so love to complain about but have allowed to be created generation upon generation. Have we the choice or not? I hear the masses cry, pray, think – ‘There are more of us than them’. Surely there is another, clearer, simpler, better way. A sounder, fairer leader within a team with a network needing each other on an even plain.  Like an Anonymous meeting, we are all and will all be on the same level: when you’re in the gutter, it’ll only be those who know you and that gutter to reach out their hand and pick you back up. ‘Your suit’ Cameron cried to Corbyn. I only wish to remind him of the fingertips that picked that cotton, more distinguished slave labour from an imbalanced, fast paced world that only an insane person might recognise.

Amadeus cries

Amadeity replies

Harmonious Synchronicity that I could only explain in a musical symphony.